Thursday, 1 October 2009

一则不到一分钟的小事

一则不到一分钟的小事,却让我生气了一晚。
今晚是我期待的一晚。因为和一班朋友吃火锅庆祝一位朋友的生日,我应该很高兴。整晚的气氛还很融洽,而且也有说有笑。
但就在中间有一小段不到一分钟的时间,不愉快的小事发生在我身上了。
朋友A买了个蛋糕来,但他不舒服所以走了,临走前要求我向其他人平均地分配蛋糕的费用。我并不想一个人担当如此任务。。因为邀请人家来我已经下了一番功夫,朋友A在未经我同意就丢下交待走了,我就像被人“揾笨”一样。
但这不是重点。说真的,我不喜欢我妈妈时常说我做人很直,但现实生活上我却真的有点那样。我不愿意做,但我也不愿朋友间有纠纷,所以我就叫身旁的人传话收钱,并表明不是我要的,是朋友A要收回的。
然而,其中一个朋友却说:“我是不会帮你传的,要讲你自己讲。”
我一开始的前几秒还以为那是开玩笑,我就说:“哈哈,原来你的人是这样的啊?”
当她不以为然地说随便你吧,我顿时觉得我像个笨蛋傻瓜!我只是帮忙传话收钱,根本不是我的意思,她突然间那样的态度,我突然间很后悔为什么在邀请时会邀请到她。。。我知道我不是主角,只是这个女人,在选餐厅时已经诸多挑剔,在席间又那么不客气,幸好没多少人听到,不然我真的可能扔筷子走人了。
所谓士可杀,不可辱!我觉得她如果不要给钱那就算了,但也不用那么不给面子!
如果有人读了这篇文章,觉得我很小器,那么这个人应该去敬酒,然后被敬酒的人泼酒,那他就会明白我的感受了。
英文来说,收50pence罢了嘛,你pass around the message then WHAT'S THE FUCKING BIG DEAL?!haih....

Tuesday, 1 September 2009

An Interesting Malaysian Pharmacy Issue

Below here is a post I found in a person's blog. He posted this three years ago and it is really funny that this chap here didn't really know anything about pharmacist but acted like he knew it.


The Blog title is WHY I DISLIKE MALE PHARMACIST IN MALAYSIA
Who is the president of United States?
George Bush. It’s so easy, right?
Who was the president of China?
Hu Jintao. it’s simple, right?
Who is the richest guy in the world?
Bill Gates. it’s commonly known, right?

Now, let me ask you,
Who is the vice president of United States?
Who is the vice president of China?
Who is the second richest guy in the world?

How many of us, can answer the first question?
Maybe 70% people can come out with the name “Richard Cheney
How about the second and third question?
How many can answer?
Not much. Really Not much.

Why we can simply remember George Bush, Bill Gates and Hu Jintao? However, most of the people find it reasonably hard, to come out with the names of people that ALMOST play the same roles like Bush, Gates, and Hu?

Is it because those people are insignificant?
No. They are also great people.
They also play important roles that determine the well being of billions of lives.
Then, why they are not remembered?
The harsh fact is that, people tend to recognize the top and the first only.
If you are a guy, and you want to do extremely well in life, you need to be the FIRST, not second, nor third.


Back to the topic, Why I dislike male pharmacist in Malaysia?
More accurately, I dislike non-entrepreneurial male pharmacist in Malaysia.
“Non-entrepreneurial” means the nature of “not having/planning to have” his own business.

“Male” is regarded to your gender.

“Pharmacist” is regarded to those highly-trained and skilled healthcare professionals who perform various roles to ensure optimal health outcomes for their patients.

The reason I am going to tell, will make some people have uneasy feeling. You can leave anytime, if you feel offended by my extremist’s crap below.

The whole argument below, is excluding ALL entrepreneurial pharmacist. They who run pharmaceutical business are not counted as pharmacist in my term. I call them businessmen with privileged knowledge, which set up the barrier to entry for pharmaceutical business. I have pharmacist friends earning 5 figures monthly. I respect and envy them very much, they are my role model that inspire me to do well in my life.

With all due respect, non-entrepreneurial male pharmacists in Malaysia are just some powerless and cocky professionals. Yes, I have heard about the future, the separation of consulting and dispensary in medical field. This is great for overseas developed countries. I respect those overseas pharmacists very very much. They are true drugs experts with dignity and power.

It was two months ago, my girl friend, Amanda had an ear infection. It was a very common disease to her, she had been having that throughout her childhood. So, we went into a pharmacy called “Caring” for some pills she used to take. And the pharmacist inside, as usual, asked her some questions.

Amanda had sought for a doctor last time, she had the exact name of the pills for her disease. She told the pharmacist, but the pharmacist resisted to give her the pills. Amanda made it very clear that the symptoms are completely the same, but the pharmacist said that she could only get Panadol. Furthermore, the pharmacist asked Amanda to go for a doctor.


How many years are required to obtain a pharmacy degree?
4 years to 4.5 years in campus.
How many years are required to obtain a medicine degree?
5 years in campus.(excluding off-campus practice)

So you are telling me that,
the 4.5 years guy gives me Panadol?
And, the 5 years guy gives me everything?
The 4.5 years guy can only help me kill my pain temporarily;
And the 5 years guy can save my life?
The 4.5 years guy will scare and worry about their legal liabilities of dispensing wrong drugs, even the patient insists the symptoms are the same.
However, the 5 years guy will take up all the responsibilities and do what it takes to cure?

I’m not a medicine student, but I seriously feel that a pharmacist in Malaysia deserves more. If a pharmacist is just an individual that reads the piece of paper, written by doctor, with that particular drug name which the patient needs, we don’t need you to stay in university for 4 years. We just need an individual that can read English.

You are educated for 4 years, to make judgement and make money, not keep avoiding and worrying about breaking the chain of causation, for any medical law suit. If I tell you what I need, and you don’t dare to give me, then what makes you different from a coward that just make money?
If you just want to make money, why don’t you run your own pharmaceutical business, then I’ll respect you like a businessman with privileged knowledge.
If you don’t, then make your judgement. Don’t avoid.

You will argue that, you have studied so hard, to understand the medicine, in order to explain the ingredients and effects to the patients. For all the purposes I mentioned, I figured out that all of them are being done by doctors in Malaysia.
You will argue again, saying that you are in charge of healthcare. Frankly, I will definitely turn to a doctor for consultation, if I’m going to take any vitamins for a long period. Yes, seeking for doctor’s consultation for once, is going to cost more compared to seeking for a pharmacist, but we are talking about things that we put into our mouth daily, I will never want to risk that.

The naked truth is that, pharmacist in Malaysia is Jack of all trades, expert of none.
Your job is just a derivative in medical field.
Your job is just a job to lighten doctor’s burden.
Your job is completely replaceable by a doctor.
You are just another vice president of United States,
You are just another vice president of China,
You are just another second richest guy in the world,
whom nobody bothers to remember you.
You have chosen to be the second,
And it is a sad fact that, regardless of effort and talent, second place only means you are the first in a long line of losers.
You have chosen to dispense Panadol,
Instead of sending cured-patient out of clinic’s door.
You didn’t choose to be a boy, but you have made the choice of not being a man.
You have chosen to lead a life under others’ shadow,
and there you go,
You have chosen to be a male pharmacist in Malaysia.

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This blog has been found funny by many readers and they shared with many of their friends.
So do I.

Here is an example of a comment posted there:-
ah.. jason liew, i just stumbled across whatever you wrote here by mistake by i find it very entertaining. i think you and your poor girlfriend do not understand what a pharmacist can dispense without a prescription, let me enlighten you about it so you don’t waste your time asking for oral antibiotics next time around and get all angry and start criticizing the poor pharmacists.
as a golden rule, pharmacists ALL AROUND THE WORLD, I repeat, all around the world and not just in ‘caring’ or malaysia are not allowed to dispense these without a prescription:
-oral antibiotics-antidepressants-barbiturates-cancer drugs-potent painkillers-diabetic med-med related to the cardio system
i admit, when your girlfriend had the infection, the pharmacist could have suggested topical antibiotics (as in ear drops)for her if her infection had been mild. otherwise,he did the right thing by sending her off to the doc. you know why? your girlfriend may have known thr name on the antibiotic pills but does she know the side effects and pharmacokinetics of the drug? bet she doesn’t unless i am very much mistaken.
why the pharmacist refused to give her the damned pills?number one, he is following the ethics.
number two , he can’t just dispense antibiotics as the patient likes because of resistance. know what i mean?the infection was caused by a microorganism, if she keeps taking the same antibiotics as she likes because she thinks she can cure herselfor does not finish the course, the microorganism can get ‘ used’ to the antibiotic and it won’t work as well anymore. you say she frequently has the same symptoms? think again, she might already be tolerant or resistant to the antibiotic because of frequent use of the drug and thus, the microbes keep recurring.
number two, antibiotics can damage the liver,kidneys (through which they are metabolized and eliminated) and some even pass through your brain and damage it. that’s why they don’t dispense antibiotics as they wish because patients think they are smart and use antibiotics as they wish for colds etc and poof! you might end up with kidney failure, get it? especially with repeated use and in doses larger than prescribed by the doctor.
number three, patients may lie to the pharmacist about their condition and sell the antibiotics to others. do you know the danger of this? the other people taking antibiotics without the doctor’s prescription may not know they have allergy and they can collapse,have kidney failure, low blood pressure and end up unconscious with brain damage(don’t think that allergy only comes as rash, redness, itching and swelling).
number four, there are several types of antibiotics depending on the spectrum. what’s a spectrum? it refers to the coverage of microbes. some antibiotics can only kill gram positive bacteria, some kill only gram negative bacteria. broad spectrum ones kill both. does your girlfriend know whether the ones she thinks she knows very well are broad spectrum? if she’s taking a broad spectrum antibiotic and is curcing the pharmacist for giving her the pills, then she is being unreasonable. do you know that pharmacists are not allowed to dispense antibiotics as they wish because they can kill the useful bacteria in your body like the ones in the intestines? the useful bacteria protect the body from dangerous infections. you use the antibiotics as you like, you kill the friendly bacteria and you can end up with dangerous infections . otherwise, the friendly bacteria can mutate and cause superinfections.
number five to why pharmacists don’t prescribe antibiotics as the patients wish. patients like to use it for colds (caused by a virus) and they are simply putting themselves at risk of side effects.(tetracycline causes permanent staining of the teeth if you didn’t know and as mentioned, kidney,liver and brain toxicity)
are you clear now why oral antibiotics need a prescription?? besides, a pharmacist is not allowed to treat ALL infections. Those like swimmer’s ear. fungal infections, middle and inner ear infections and those that involve hearing loss need a doctor’s advice no matter how well a patient can explain the symptoms. know why? because if one drug doesn’t work, the patient should not keep taking it for long periods. the doc needs to rediagnose and consider other drug options. not all infections are caused by bacteria, some are fungal and need antifungals. otherwise, if the patients are stubborn and insist on self medication (which is mostly hindered because pharms don’t sell antibiotics without prescriptions), they may end up deaf. but patients don’t or refuse to understand this.
***by the way, don’t think that pharmacists just read the prescriptions and pack the drugs. as they read, they detect mistakes and question whether the docs are prescribing the appropriate medication, doses and amount . don’t think that you can do this just because you read english,pal. english isn’t enough for this whatever your narrow mind may think. what would you do if a prescription said : Clarinase repetabs 3 tablets two times a day?? Since you say you only need an english expert as a pharmacist can you tell me the ingredients in clarinase, the max dose and if this prescription is overdosed??? i’ll be waiting for a reply , pal
they also ‘prepare’ the medication. you think all capsules and tabs are made by factory operators? did you know that pharmacists learn to combine the drugs and mix the together at uni? some drugs when mixed together some may just turn into liquid and how do you make a tablet then eh? the pharmacist is in charge of these probs. don’t think they are dumb because you just see the packing and labelling. they can open up capsules and mix extra ingredients as needed and perform dilutions.
do you know who dilutes and reconstitutes cough syrups, cancer drugs according to the patients age and weight? (by the way did you know most cancer drugs are unstable in water and have to be prepared with water on the spot by the pharmacist??) not the doc,the pharmacist .
who makes infusion liquids,iv nutrients, injections, suspensions,creams,ointments and emulsions like cod liver oil when you need it fresh on the spot? the pharmacist.
the doctors may be experts at anatomy and physio, stiching and diagnosing as well as know the drugs for each condition(sure they save lives, no denying).
however, the pharmacist also knows enough on phsiology and how the drug works(how else would you know how the drg affects the body?).
and who’s the expert at memorizing the side effects, half life , chemistry (yeah, chemical structures are related to how well a drug works and the side effect), toxic reaction, the solubility in fat ( fat soluble drugs remain longer in the body and increase efficacy but also prolong side effects), the dose calculation based on age, body surface and weight, how fast the drugs are eliminated and through which organ, which organ the drug penetrates into etc…who knows all this if not the pharmacist??
who knows the various generic drugs and recommends them to the docs so that the patients can pay less and still be treated as effectively? the darn pharmacist that you dislike.
are you clear about the word ‘pharmacist’ now? don’t think they are dummies in the hospital just following the docs or in the community pharmacy just gaining profit and denying you your oral antibiotics. they can also work in the industry as bosses overlooking the quality of drugs made.
oh yeah, who does research trying to invent new drugs? the pharmacist specializing in medicinal chemistry. i have no doubt docs save lives after 5 yrs of study, and i salute them for it. but remember, the docs make mistakes too when prescribing . if the pharmacist does not detect and correct the mistakes in the drug name, doses and administration route… patients die. ever heard of a certain doctor prescribing intracranial cancer drugs instead of intraspinal and causing the patient to die??
by the way. who do you think check the supply of drugs in the hospital, estimates the amount needed especially for the emergency and operation room and places the order? certainly not the doc. and who checks whether the drugs are stored as instructed at temperature xxx, room humidity xxx, away from light, in the freezer? the pharmacist, you think all drugs go on the shelves? what about vaccines, antidotes,biotech drugs?? the despised pharmacist does all these. but you don’t see all this do you? you only see them counting, packing and reading
so… in conclusion, mr jason liew… don’t go around criticizing as you like if you haven’t done your research properly. unfortunately for you, whatever you write here may backfire and emphasize the narrow-mindedness, the ignorance and mulishness of non-medical people (which i deeply regret). don’t say that a person who studied 5 yrs can save people and the ones who studied 4-4.5 years can’t. they work together and what they studied in uni may be similar in certain areas but vastly different in others. thus, they each have the specialitites. ‘curing’ is not a matter of diagnosing and giving drugs but also monitoring so that other problems do not arise from these drugs,alternting the drugs if there is no response and giving the most affordable drug to the patient, get it? oh yeh, by the way, pharmacists get promotions too you know. there’s senior pharmacist, head pharmacist and pharmacist specializing in pediatrics, oncology, cardiology, endocrinology etc…specializing in the drugs of course
who’s the coward?? a pharmacist is a coward for refusing to sell you oral antibiotics because they are afraid to outdo the doctor?? good grief, if you ever find any pharmacist selling any of the drugs i mentioned above, it is illegal and unethical because they ar dangerous. (how do you think heath ledger, daniel smith, anna nicole smith and marilyn monroe died??-misuse and overdose) so you should report those who sell them without prescriptions.
lastly, mt jason liew… no offence meant but do not write about things you don’t understand without researching the word ‘pharmacist’ first. it highlights you’re ignorance, mulishness, tactlessness and narrow-mindedness. however, i enjoyed what you wrote enormously and i showed it to my friends, some of whom are doctors and we had a great time reading it i’ll show it to others to amuse them of course. thanks for your opinion and remember, don’t waste time asking a pharmacist for oral antibiotics without a prescription. unless,the pharmacist is an illegal drugs dealer, of course.
by the way if you’d like to know… shiri is a 28 year old pharmacist way out in uk. and this reply was the teamwork of me and others… i just typed it down.




So, please enjoy reading this.

Thursday, 16 April 2009

教书的日子(4)

很久以前提到了5G 班,并说会写完的我, 隔了半年我打算真的要写完,哈哈。。。。。。。
说完了华文和数学,提一提教生活技能的回忆。我必需教三班四年级的生活技能,一个前面班,一个中间班,一个后面班。 前面班的人还是一样那么地没有问题,很快地就明白,毕竟生活技能只是个“玩玩下”的科目,没什么大不了。而且他们很喜欢做其他的功课,我也乐得答应他们,只要他们不吵,这种容易的科目我比其他老师教得快多了。为什么呢?因为我记得我小学时最讨厌弄课本里面的活动,比如设计包装纸之类的,不但浪费时间,而且做完了就丢,非常浪费材料,所以还是能免则免啦!
后面班的同学就差得远了,我教他们如何经商,但他们听得一头雾水,简单的算术有时也听不懂,更糟糕的是我第一次进班时他们居然一个个要求上厕所,够力!过后,我就不再允许他们上了,因为有些人去一次好像去了几百年才会回来,真是的!我无法想象他们的前途,因为有些连课文都不会读,华文喔!连华文都不会了,其他的语文更不用说了。当我没有教书时,他们大多都在班上讲话。有些还有药救的有拿补习功课问我,对于这些人,虽然每题都要重复,而且那不是我教的科目,但我感到有些欣慰,至少,他们还有学习的心,还有希望。。。
中间班没有给我留下什么好印象的,记得他们还没有做完他们的凳子,所以我必需看着他们钉木板,油漆等等。其实我那时候很怕,因为虽然我是老师,可是他们个个拿着铁钉与铁锤,那可不是开玩笑的,万一发生了什么意外,那绝对比上次教体育时来得棘手。当过了两个星期他们终于做完了凳子,我松了一口气。但教书时有一部分人不仅没有带课本,被罚站了还讲话!因为他们的凳子,我已经得赶课程,遇到这样不把我放在眼内的学生,我唯有“请”他们“滚”出去。有些人可能不同意我那么做,但我之前就是因为这些人,而遭到投诉,甚至在那两个月里,不知道喉咙痛了几次,还是不要让他们那么“有脸”,哼!
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美术,对我这种什么细胞都没有的人,处理起来简直就是烂摊子。。。5B班是我先进去的班。同学向我请安后,我就自我介绍。其实我有些担心因为教案簿上黄老师要他们继续做木马,我真怕他们问我怎么做!因为我根本都不会!
但是,当我在想着怎么应付时,突然,“老师,你很像费玉清喔!”
“乱讲!费玉清即没有戴眼镜,又只会穿西装,我哪一点像他了?”
“你脱下眼镜,再床上西装那就像了啊!”
我打了声“哈哈”, 然后就叫他们继续做木马。。。好消息是他们其实都会做了,有小部分还完成了,我就给他们打分数,蛮高分的,随便啦,反正我自己也不是那么会做。但坏消息是很多都懒惰做,或不见了,或没有带来,第一个星期,我就忍了。
岂知,第二个星期时,除了再有一小部分的人交上木马之外,大部分的人还是没有动静,最生气的,是突然有人说:“美术都不重要的啦!”
然后我问那位同学:“那拿零分也不要紧吗?”
她说:“对啊!”然后她继续讲话。
我不再多说,拿出名单,真的给了她零分。在下课后,我向他们的班主任投诉了这个问题。。。哈哈,原来我也可以投诉。。。。。。。。

进回5G班,对于美术,他们这班就不同了。他们超有兴趣的,因为不用动脑筋啊,哈哈。。。。但对我来说,我就必须确保我会教。他们当天需要缝一顶爱国鸭舌帽。我在前一个周末里,就自己坐在家缝了一整天,然后感叹“少小不努力,老大徒伤悲!”,因为以前我的美术都是妈妈替我做的,哈哈。。。。
幸好,我总算缝出来了,所以每当他们问我时,我至少还会示范,要不然真是丢脸了。。。。原来中学在KH学的缝衣的方法是有用的,可以用来骗小孩,哈哈!
然后,时间总是会过,很快地,就是我回来英国当回学生的时候了。说是这么说,但我是个“老学生”了。有这么一个感慨,是当一天我在教书时,有一位同学不专心,一直在讲话,所以我“请”他出来教,然后我就去坐他的位子。当然,他不会教,只能站在外面发呆。当我坐在他的位子时,班上的同学都觉得很好笑,然后还说我太高了。
对啊,这是我平时站着讲话时不知道的,也是在我大学里的桌椅意识不到的。可能有些人会说,这是明显的,对,没错,但体会到与发现到的 感触,其实是有着天渊之别!
临走前,5G班的同学送了我一盒巧克力和一些卡,哈哈,他们还真有心的。也许成绩不那么好的同学,他们更拥有懂得尊敬老师,及记得你所做的一切吧。。。人的本性,从小,其实就是那样,所以长大了,我们才会碰到这种趋势的现象。

Tuesday, 27 January 2009

Human(1)

Time flies....Now is 2009 already and I am still not finishing my blog about teaching...haha...but anyway, update and refresh a bit about what I have encountered recently and the years before respectively.....
10 years ago... oh my God 10 years already( din even realise if i din type this blog), when i 1st entered the secondary school, I met quite a lot of people who really bahave weirdly as if their only purpose of living in this world is to humiliate and make fun of people.
Alright, there was short skinny guy....Everytime I looked at him a monkey will come into my mind....haha...Everytime he saw me he sure wants to say sth bad to me, or did sth that will make me angry such as stepping on my bag if i put it somewhere else during PJ and then ran away. Luckily after sometime, I did manage to step his bag back but din do it on purposely, I just din see the bag was there.....Then he got mad and shouted at me.....Can u see how funny is this? He doesnt like it but he did it on other people.
Then, there is another guy who is hated by quite a lot of people. Sometime when he talked to me, he will begin with' hey man, u better be careful! U dun challenge me or I will let u know the consequences....' (weird right?). I just ignored it like he is crapping.....Then got once, when went to tuition, I went to sit beside him as his row is empty and the place is quite in front....Then when I just sat down, he asked me to go away loudly, saying that he has reserved the place for his friend. Then I just ignored him, thinking that I have the right to sit in whateva place I like since I have paid the tuition fee and I reached earlier. Then he started to curse a lot of bad words starting with p and c one. In front of us the row was filled with girls and the girls all looked back to what happen. Maybe this made him even eager to curse more but I continued to ignore him. Then after that, he knew this has no effect and he changed his seat to another row....Well, this is how to treat weird and kinda shitty people.....Nothing happened also, he din beat me up or anythg, fuck him with his consequences....haha....
Then, 5 years ago, when I entered my college, there were 3 guys who like to make fun of people as well....They laughed at a guy who can't pronounce the word 'fun' properly.... and quite always criticised other people like" hey, I think you are very ugly"....too straightforward right?(it is never too good to be too honest actually.) I think everyone will agree that this statement may hurt to some point. I can assure you they were not kidding during that time, they just want to insult people and perhaps create some quarel....Weird right?
Those are histories and those are just a few quite extreme examples that I have faced.... I mean, not those guys like samseng, those are normal if they create chaos....But the examples I said just now were....These guys may dressed smartly and they looked normal....But I think some damage to their frontal lobes may cause them to their misbehaviours....haha....
But those cant be compared to what I have faced in uni.....One even greater than all of the bad behaved guys added together....will update later...

Friday, 21 November 2008

Feeling after being beaten

Ok din update for a long time, I will continue my teaching story sometime later to make and ending.
Before that, I have heard a story from my friend when washing cloth just now, so felt like blogging it because there are many kinds of feeling arose after hearing that damn story......
Ok it was like this. There were 2 very good friends, I will name them A and B here.
One night, they just walked and talked randomly and happily from outside to A's room as B wanted to borrow something. Then, they met a bunch of drunk people like......5 to 6 people. One of the drunk people asked A and B angrily : Hey, what the fuck are u looking at?!!!"
Then A and B said nothing. They didnt really look at them also actually, just because they were heading to A's home so need to head that path, so they ignored the drinker. Then the drinker started to rush towards A and gave him two to three punches on the ear. On the ear because A avoided to be punched at the middle of his face. Then B tried to help of course, he yelled at the guy and said we're sorry. What he ended up ? He ended up beaten by the drinker as well 4 to 5 punches at the ear as well.
Then the drinker satisfied and they left.
There was a taxi there and several passer-by, they only asked A and B are they ok AFTER the drinkers left!!
Ok, maybe u dun feel a thing after reading this.
But I felt really unfair for them after hearing the story.Many questions started to arise in my heart.
Those drinkers are really a bunch of MOTHER-FUCKERS!!!
First of all, why they beat innocent people?
Secondly, why B need to say sorry?
Then, were A and B's action's appropriate, jz let them beat the fuck out of them?
Final questions, who can help them in that situation?

I really dont understand those questions.....Perhaps there is no correct answer. There were 5 to 6 drinkers, so in terms of ....maybe body size or number of people A and B are not in an advantage. But B din do wrong, so I dun thk need to say ok or sorry to them. Their action of not fighting back perhaps is appropriate, but I just felt really not worthy for them. what's wrong with B trying to help but he got beaten up as well.Sigh...
What will happen if the beating continues longer??
Then what will happen to A and B?Maybe is their fault to go out late at night, but what about the passer-by there?They just sat back and watched as if this is just a DAMN MOVIE!
NO ONE CAN REALLY PROTECT U IN THIS CASE. that's what I figured out.
U either RUN, or got BEATEN UP, or FIGHT BACK.
Well, weigh out the advantage of each one.
If the beating up continues, they really need to fight back, or else they maybe injured badly or even DIE for NOTHING!
The world now is full of bastards.................
Feel really sad after hearing that story...............Quite emotional..........Feel like kick those people's ass myself.........
But what will I do if I face that myself?
I dunno.....but really, do be careful!
let us salute B for trying to help his fren, A......Yea, at least, friendship still exist in this world which let u feel something warm though...............

Sunday, 12 October 2008

教书的日子(3)

又是新的一天,我已渐渐习惯了教师的生活,但这天是另一个新的开始,我在办公室的位置又不同了。与上次代替国语老师时一样,我“反射性”地把教案簿转过去看后面属于我的时间表, 因为有了上次突然要教体育的经验,所以还是有些心理准备好些。。。。。
不看还好,看了我就几乎叫了出来。。。华文,数学,这两样都没有问题。。。。但是惊人的是竟然还有生活技能及美术!而且这次要进的班级更多样化了,因为教那么多科目。此外,我这次是代替去课程的黄老师长达一个月多,所以,她身为5G班的班主任,自然这个工作我也得代替了。。。想起来,自之前的代课,我得工作好像一步一步地变得越来越有挑战性了!!
最令我安慰的算是学生们下个星期将会考试吧?那么我的工作量就会减少些,哈哈,原来学生考试老师可以那么开心的!但是,我也考虑到学生们的情况,5G班耶!这个星期就帮他们做些复习吧!黄老师之前给了他们一些华文与数学复习的练习,这还算是一些她留下的手尾,我就帮她改了吧!
改呀改,改呀改,满江红的还真不少,我拟定了要解释及叫他们多注意的地方的时候,刚好也敲钟,是时候进班了。这次,我进班点名了后,我终于有自我介绍了,因为可是要与这班小瓜相处一段日子啊!我把练习分回给了他们,就与他们讨论,现在是数学节,就叫他们出来在黑板上做算草,反应非常热烈,看来中间班的学习态度还不错。。。之后我的解释他们都还有在专心听,华文节时也是那样,我十分满意他们的态度。。。
这一个星期里我不断地准备练习与他们复习,而起我吩咐他们一定要很小心地作答考题。。这些学生比我之前教的班好笑多了,那个班长在第三天就问我有没有MSN,可以与他保持联络。我本来说没有,但最后还是给了他。班上还有一个坐在最后一排的男生,他真有他的,每次都不叫我老师,叫我“EN TAO EH(福建话的英俊)”,我刚开始有用责怪的语气叫他不要这样没有礼貌,过后我索性在全班面前叫他“PAI KUA EH(福建话的难看)”,让全班人笑他,哈哈!

很快的,就到他们考试的日子了,有时会轮到我进班监考,期间发生了另一个老师跟我换进班的先后秩序而发生了一些不愉快的事,之后那个老师看到我也不打招呼的,真不明白她当了那么多年老师怎么这么小气。我大多数都是进我自己的班,这5G班的人呢。。每次做完考卷后一定不检查,然后就会互相交换漫画,画没有意义的图画等等。。只要他们没有作弊,我也任由他们,不要吵就是了。但是呢,有一天,一个人被我看到他传纸条!我走过去要求他把纸条给我,他给了。他不是作弊,这点很好,但是那纸条上有什么呢?是他画了一个很难看的裸体女子,然后画一个箭头指是班上的一个男同学来的。我二话不说,没收了那张纸条,等着给他好戏看!
时间到了,我收好了考卷,趁全班人都还在,我把纸条传给全班看,并指出是谁画的,那个画的人羞得无地自容,哈哈哈!太好笑了!!在我面前做这种事只有比死更惨的下场!
考试完毕后,我用了一段时间改考卷。办公室里的数学老师会先聚在一起调整给分数的方法,我只有听的份,没有经验就是这样。大致上,我都很满意我班学生的表现,虽然华文和数学都只有三个人拿超过八十,但中间班,他们及格已经是很不错的了。在这次的数学考试,他们粗心的错误比练习时少了很多,只有不会做的错误,我对这点真的感到很有成就感,我已拟定了计划,我一定要教好这一班,尽我的全力!
一个考试的结束,就是另一个新学期的开始,这是老师与学生司空见惯的。
“王老师,这个学期的英语数学你必须教到XX课,华文作文从XX课考到XX课,至于华文,就到XX课吧!”其他将会负责出下一次的考题的老师很快地就做出了交待。被比我年级老的老师叫我老师,这个感觉比学生叫我老师还怪,哈哈,不过随便啦,只是一个称呼。不过,对于其他老师,我都会叫他们老师,虽然是同事,但毕竟我在读小学时他们就已经是老师了,我没有理由不这样叫他们。
出来做工,总会遇到一些不如意的事,尤其是你遇到一些与上级关系良好的小人。当我正打算教好我的班的数学时,林主任告诉我我的班将会被另一个退休的代课老师接手,我以后多出来的空节将会被安排代替当天缺席老师的课。虽然我的工作量减轻了,但是我真的很不喜欢那个拿掉我的课的老师!她的理由居然是因为没有东西做而拿掉了我的数学。。。。没有东西做,学校怎么会请了这么一个多余的代课老师?我无可奈何地把数学书本交到了她的桌上。
不仅如此,因为我对我的班太好了,他们很快就爬到我头上来了。吵闹的程度真的影响了隔壁班的老师,我遭到了投诉,林主任要求我一定要控制班上的秩序。在“双重打击”下,我想到了达尔文的进化论,我想我再不做点东西“进化”自己一下,我就快被班上的猴子玩死了,所以那天我一进班,我大挥藤鞭,打了他们一顿,并把数学转给别的老师教赖在他们吵闹身上,他们听了也有些难过,因为他们觉得不打人的我教他们很好,现在我的节少了,意味着他们享受的日子也少了。。。。
进化论有待继续。。。。。

Monday, 29 September 2008

教书的日子(2)

正当我在想着假期不知道要做什么之际, 学校又打来了一通电话。这通电话是在早上我还赖在床上时打来的, 我才刚睁开眼, 电话就响了。原来,一个国语老师去课程了,原本找到代课老师了的, 但是那位代课老师家里有事, 所以学校请我去代替那位代课老师, 所以这次我摇身一变, 变成“替身的替身”。。。汗。。。。
我用了我可以装出的最精神的声音答应了林主任( 负责安排代课的老师) , 然后赶快跳起床, 用最快的速度梳洗, 换衣,并胡乱地塞了几口早餐, 就赶去了学校。太赶了,所以这次是我坐下来了,看了我的时间表后, 我才有时间后悔答应了的事。。。哈哈。。。为什么?你问为什么?那我告诉你吧。。。。因为我必须教国语。。。死啦,在英国那么久, 国语早就变得很差了。。。不仅如此,我还得教体育!!看来不想想办法我是混不下去了,总不能临阵退缩。。。
这次挑战性增加了,因为那个老师没有交待任何东西。其实我只是“替身的替身”,很“咖哩菲”的角色, 我不用教书也可以的, 但是我很明白这样很难控制班上的秩序,所以我翻箱倒柜, 搜完桌上的全部书, 翻开全部抽屉,看看有没有可以用的东西。最后,我决定抄些Simpulan Bahasa的练习给他们做啦, 我从两三本UPSR模拟测验的书中抄出了十题, 希望有用。
第一个进的班,4D, 应该还好吧, 我又没有自我介绍了,同样的原因。我说我是来”代替你们代替CIKGU FAIROZ的老师的”,他们好像不是很明白,算了,又不重要的。我吩咐他们把练习抄在簿子里, 我就开始在黑板上抄写。
“老师,你的字很美喔。。”(第一次有人说我的字美,他们真是天真)
“老师,为什么你的字那么大个?”,“你管那么多干什么?老师的字美写大个也没有问题啦!”学生都在那边叽叽喳喳地,我也没去管他们。。。不过都还好啦。。直到有一个,“老师,你的字怎么越写越难看了?”(真诚实啊,果然童言无忌),我也没有生气,毕竟那是事实嘛!
好了,终于抄完了,我放下粉笔,去巡视看学生们抄得如何,因为他们真的很叽喳。有些居然连一个字都没抄还在讲话,我抢过他们的簿子,狠狠地用簿子敲他们的头,然后他们就赶快抄了,哈哈。。。
等到他们抄完,我就解释答案的意思,让他们填充做,他们有些真的很吵,我就命令他们当天交上,他们就变得很积极地做了,哈哈,真有趣!
其他三班大致上情形都差不多,我都有准备解释等等,所以我是不会在班上出丑的,嘻嘻。。。尤其是进4A班时更要保持形象,他们做东西真的很快,而且还会叫我给多些,幸好我都准备多余的,不是问题。。最够力的是5J, 后面班了, 我给么门的选择是乱排的,他们就照着那个次序照样填进题目里(当然有一小部分没有那样啦),我真是服了他们。原来他们是连题目都不明白,读都不会读了。。。于是我得一步一步的教他们读。。。
好,换体育节了,同样是教这四班的体育。十年不变的规则啦,没穿体育衣的人不用体育,分开站着。首先,是热身,然后我就让他们选要玩什么,喜欢玩什么我都让他们玩,但男女各自只可以选一样。4D班的男生选了足球,女生就玩呼啦圈。女生还好,男生一开始就有人的鼻子被球打到,鼻血直流。。。真是笨蛋!球来了还不会闪。。。我当然没有骂他,我带他去洗鼻子,然后帮他止血,而且不让他完了。
不仅如此,这班的男生还答来打去,只因为其中一个不小心勾到了另一个的脚。。。那时体育节完了,敲钟了,所以我把那件事交给了他们的级任老师处理。
相反的,5J就比4D好多了,他们要玩羽毛球和跳高,全部东西都是他们自己搬的,而且没有争先恐后等事情,也没有意外及打架,但是。。。。。
“老师,不如你来跳吧,你站在那边看我们玩那么闷。”学生“热情”地邀请。
如果你以为那样就让我露出马脚你就错了, 我根本就没有穿适合体育的衣服和鞋,所以我用了那个来当借口,哈哈。。。。我是故意不穿的。。。没办法啦,体育差就是这样。。。
其实还蛮快的,一星期又过了,但是这次林主任没有放过我,我被安排了代替另一个去课程的老师,将会如何呢?结果将在另一篇揭晓。。。别以为是发生一样的东西,这次,“我进化了”。。。。